*sigh* I wish it was summer...it is a time when I can do anything I want. I kinda want to
get out of school. But at the same time, I don't want to. Quicky, I don't know what to say. Summer should be here and school out for 3-4 months. During the summer I imagine myself far away, running. I don't know what I'm running from though. Maybe I'm running because I want to, or either I have fears that I want to face. Some people say they run
away so that they can feel free from home or some place else where it is bothering
them. Gosh, I wish life was easier. But look, we have to face everything that is in front
of us. There is going to be hard times where you have to work hard to get where or what you want. Life's hard, that is what people say. But I know what they talk about. People from back then used to say that they didn't have it all "easy". Had to work as twice as hard during chores, wake up at the dawn of morning, and get hit if they did something wrong. Either they would get hit if they didn't listen.
Imagine running away, being free from everything. Do you know how much joy that would be? Laughing and smiling, seeing things outside of your stuck world. If you think you can be free, well you can. You just have to think of a place so far away....from yourself and those other people who tell you that your "world" never exists. Just think, and you'll have it to yourself. Well I have nothing much left to say.
OH! I got a frostbite on my ear. But it got better, I think so. It wasn't puffy at first, but when I went walking with my friends one cold night I wasn't using my hat. So we were walking and my legs and ears were freezing cold, like terribly cold, chilly freezing. I could not stand walking and my toes were numb. So I went to my gramas house and stayed there for the rest of the day.
DURING MY VACATION IT WAS THE MOST FUNNEST VACATION EVER. I WAS IN NAPAS FOR SLAAVIQ AND FOR VISITING THE MOST TIME. I WOULD MOSTLY HANG OUT WITH MY BUDDIES/FRIENDS OVER THERE AND DO STUFF. EVERYDAY MY COUSIN AND I WOULD "CHILL OUT" AT A FRIENDS PLACE AND ROCK OUT ON MUSIC, WITH OUR iPODS :P. IT WOULD BE A LOT OF FUN HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS OVER IN NAPAS. IT WOULD MAKE ME SMILE EVERY TIME I THINK OF BEING WITH THEM. WELL ANYWAYS, ON MY VACATION I THINK IT WAS THE BEST-EST EVER. JUST YESTERDAY I WAS LAUGHING AND LAUGHING (MOSTLY BECAUSE OF THE CANDY I HAD) SO I WAS VERY HYPER. I WAS TALKING REALLY FAST WHEN EVER I WAS TALKING TO MY COUSIN. EVERY TIME HE WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND I WOULD REPEAT IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTIL HE UNDERSTOOD. I WAS CRACKING UP, JUST LAUGHING AWAY. OH! DURING MY BREAK I ALSO WENT SLAAVIQING. BUT SADLY I ONLY WENT TO THREE HOUSES :( BUT IT WAS ONLY BECAUSE OF MY AUNTIE, WHO LET ME BABYSIT HER TWO "ANNOYING, LOVING, CUTE" BABIES =). MY AUNTIE FANNIE WENT SLAAVIQING TO WHO KNOWS HOW MANY HOUSES. BUT I WAS OKAY, AT LEAST A LITTLE. I MISS NAPAS. I EVEN TRIED ASKING MY DAD IF I CAN HAVE SCHOOL OVER IN NAPAS DURING AUGUST. IT HURT MY HEART WHEN HE SAID NO. BUT THAT WAS YESTERDAY...WHEN I HAD THE MOST FUNNEST DAY EVER...THE DAY I WAS HYPER, HANGING OUT WITH MY COUSIN AND HIS FRIENDS, LAUGHING, BOTHERING, BEING ANNOYING (WHICH MAKES ME SMILE EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT IT) ON MY VACATION. OUT OF SCHOOL =) I wish, I wish....what do you think I should wish for?
